From the recording Free Admission Vol. I

Lyrics

The words I speak melt through each other
with every breath I take
Without a want, or need to speak, I'm
accepting my mistakes
Breathe in the smoke that holds me up
and exhale any shame
I told myself I'd make it right
No matter what it takes

Too tired to crawl back into bed, so I'll sit here
for a while
Soo many thoughts spin me all around,
leave me feeling like a child
I'm wrapped up in a world that I
will never understand
Or maybe I'm just trying too hard, and if I breathe
I know I can

If I had to be the one to show the world
I'm not afraid
I would take the time I've spent too well and
throw it all away
If I could scream these words atop my lungs it'd never
make a change
So I sit alone, beside my bed, and
strum my thoughts away

The time I spend on worthless needs makes way
for nicotine
Too many questions I can't answer without
my sanity
And so I play, and play, until my finger tips
go numb
As years and years go by, alone, I question
what we've done

And If I had to be the one to show the world
I'm not afraid
I would take the time I've spent too well and
throw it all away
If I could scream these words atop my lungs it'd never
make a change
So I sit alone, beside my bed, and
strum my thoughts away